reflections

I imagine that everyone has those marker points that they can look back at and say, "then, that's when I woke up." It's that feeling of coming awake to the complexity of global power struggles, to the solid (but flitting) understanding of certain buddhist tenets, and to the hundreds of other things that you know but don't really feel deep down. Now, I'm realizing that I awaken to certain things over and over.

I'm not sure where I was going with that. Some arse is using a chopsaw in the yard nextdoor. it's 9:40pm, what are you doing? my husband is trying to sleep, you sh@t! oh, someone deliver us to a nice neighborhood!